So... I'm not in a really good mood right now.. Sam and Clarence are asleep on my bed.. which I mean I really don't care about that. But earlier Cody left with Some girl that I don't know.. and also called one of his ex's that I mean I don't really understand there relationship.. and I'm almost to scared to ask Cody about it.. It seems like he trys to hide so much from me like I know that he smokes, but he trying to hide it.. he's just not very good at it.. I think that he thinks that I am stupid or something but I'm not really that stupid and dumb.. I may act like it.. but I'm not oblivious to everything in this fucking world.. anyways.. georgia I know that you have already heard about all of this but I just still feel like venting.. I just don't know it I should worry or not.. I love him so much always.. have an always will.. anyways.. I probably don't have anything to worry about.. I just don't think that I make him happy. But I feel really alone right now.. cause I'm not real sure what cody is doing and well.. sams with her b.f like I said earlier. I don't know what I would do if Georgia wasn't on talking to me I think that I would go crazy. Lakers lost today.. which I kinda figured that they would but they only lost by 1 point.. it was special.. I'm so glad that it is spring break.. minus the cold weather.. I wish that it was warm outside. well I think that I'm going to go cause I'm tired.. and georgia is leaving me so now.. I am really all alone :( I'm going to go to sleep and cry and be alone in self-pitty.. I promise this wont last to long though.. as long and I don't know well anyways.. talk to u laters!