This weekend was the worst weekend I've ever had! Me and my boyfriend got into a fight b/c he came up to me and goes i got the scrn for 3 hott girls today in the mall! Ass! The guy that I luved for 9 months straight,then i finally realized it was never going to happen between us, was all over me trying to do stuff with me! Which made some of the old feelings come back, he acidentally seen my ass then talked about it the whole night( he is best friends with my boyfriend to)!! Ricky got mad at me b/c I wouldnt give him anything, So he didnt invite my boyrfriend over to his house bc i was there hanging out with rachel! And a whole bunch of other krap which is rediculous! I am moving some of my stuff into rachels house this weekend b/c i am going to be there pretty much all summer! I even have my own bed over there lol! Only like 30 more minutes till justin gets outta work! I really need to talk to him! this is what he sent me on an email! Idk y your so mad at me . i mean would you rather i didnt tell you i was honest about it nick n scott didnt think i could do it so i had to prove them wrong im soo.... sorry i hope you will forgive me i hope ill see you tommarow i wanna talk to you so bad you dont even know... n agin im really am sorry n i feel like a huge a...s....s ....h....o...l...e and i probley should i cant tell you how sorry i am and you probley wont see this for a while n i hope ill talk to you be4 you do... but ive said what i have to say except i love you and only you i promise and i know that you probly hate me right now but i do love you and care about you and i really am sorry n the screen names were for scott anyways and if you dont beleive me you can ask him but idk i love you n ill tty tommaarow after work hopefully bye ^Justin^ I really dont know what to do about him im so confused! But im going to go see if hes home he should be unless hes with scott! ~!*Luv Always*!~ ~!*MicAh*!~ + ~!*JuStIn*!~