So things are getting better now. Today is Maryam's Quincianera practice. It's gonna be alright. The whole Mark thing is fading away. I mean i still feel bad because we were friends since we were both three years old. Our parents know each other and all that junk. At least nothing's changed. At least we're still friends. On to another topic....I'm really enjoying this sit. Thanks Leo!!!!!! I heart you!!!! lol. It's ok about Malibu. I don't mind. Ummmmm....... I'm in computer class again.Boring...... ha. I miss all my old friends. Some of them aren't in summer school. Not that i even need summer school just that i usually have nothing to do at home except hang out with friends and after a while that gets kind of tiring. My teacher just graded my powerpoint presentation and i got an A. that was cool. Leo, you were right about that whole getting laid deal. About how the girls do that stuff. But there's one part you missed... Girls often do that because they're madly in love with the guy.... or.....they're just plain horny. HE HE HE. Yeah..... love.... what is love??? It's just a feeling that your brain sends around in your body. No one really knows what it is. I don't. I thought i was in love once. But that ended up really bad. I want somebody that when i look into their eyes i can see the universe in them. Or all i can think when they're around is "Oh god.... I am so lucky." Yeah that's what i need. I wonder if that will ever happen.