I saw the dresses yesterday... you know, for the Quincianera. You wanna know what i first thought when i saw them??? "omg!This is soooo gay!" They're baby blue, AND shiny. MY God! What were they thinking. Oh well, oh yeah and what sucks the most is that i can't take that dress off at all. So when i'm dancing i'm gonna be suffocating.UGh! I miss Melissa. She missed the measuring of the dresses, which made me realize...... she's not coming back. Her dad is such an asshole, and i don't understand why. Well, probably because of his girlfriend. I haven't talked to Joe... i'm losing interest.... he's so far away. Van Nuys. Ugh! I hate long distance relationships. I dunno..... My mom called me while i was at practice yesterday. She was crying saying that she thinks it's her fault why Melissa left. I told her it would've happened sooner or later. That she had nothing to do with it.I love my mom a lot. I hope she knows that. I'm gonna go to the park with Ghetto later. I'll be home like at six thirty. yeah... that'll be fun. It would've been better if Melissa was here.