Again..... here in computer class. I had to try five times before i actually got in. But i finally did it! yay! I'm feeling a little better.Kinda confused though. I have no idea why i broke up with mark. It just spilled out when i saw him. I dunno. They say everything happens for a reason. So maybe i was supposed to do that. I hope something good will come out of that. I think he's really sad. He called me last night.... saying that he was glad we're still friends. I am too. I would never ignore an ex-b/f or pretend i never went out with them. Why can't it be out in the open?????? that' s what i think anyways.... yup. There's nothing like a good friendship.lol. What a retard i am. I still feel like nothing's going the way i want it to. Why is everything so complicated?????I know that there's people out there that feel the same way i do. And i'm glad to know that i'm not alone in this.Whatever..... on to the next topic.... Maryam's Quincianera practice is tomorrow. Can't wait. About 18 people always show up at her practice. There are like about nine couples in her Quincianera. And I know every single one of them. So yeah, it's fun..... :) yup. fun, fun, fun. I gotta hang out with you, leo. What about those pics at malibu?