I kinda wanna cut my hair shorter.... but in the end i always regret cutting my hair. Oh Well. Yesterday i stayed home. The 4400 Marathon was on yesterday on channel 40. I watched it ALL day.It is such a good show....to bad they won't show it anymore. Yesterday was the finale. Yup, i so wanna buy the season on DVD. LOL. About the whole tounge thing.... i feel better.I was still kinda dizzy yesterday. I was supposed to go Jermaine's Birthday party(my ex from 8th grade), but i didn't go. I was tired and i didn't wanna go to venice beach. For once! Sad thing is that i didn't get to see Joe. ::sighs:: I miss him. I'll call him when i get home. He called me when i was at Magic Mountain. I told him what happened and he was really worried. I'm at school right now, in computer class. I saw Irvin when i walked in the school. He asked how i was doing. I told him i was fine. He was waiting gor Marla(his g/f). And it was weird because when she got there and they left....i got kinda jealous. I mean, he helped me alot at Six Flags. He had me lean on him when we were walking. He had his arm around me. And to see his arm around her kinda made me feel sad. I don't know. He's my best guy friend's cousin. LOL. I'm so stupid. Anyways.... i really like Joe and yeah... I miss him. I'm sure he was at Venice Beach and i'm sure he's gonna be sad that i didn't go. But he knows i was still weak. Now i have to wait until Maybe Tuesday or Thursday to see him. I can't wait until 15 practice. The party is in two weeks.... not that far away. I can't wait!