Yeah so i didn't go to school yesterday. I just didn't feel like going. I just hung out at home, caught up on resting, and when my mom came home.... i left and went to maryam's 15 practice. Joe called me while i was there and you can imagine how my friends reacted towards that.LOL. they made kissy noises and started laughing. Asswipes...LOL. it was funny though. Ummm... i don't know if we'll be able to go the beach on sunday. I've been going a lot lately... and my mom might say "no". I could say i'm going to Daniel's house(my cousin). And then from there we could leave and go to Venice beach. I dunno... i just really want to see him. LOL....i'm so obsessed. well, not really but... you know that feeling of when you really like someone and you just can't stop thinking about them???? i'm trying not to think of him so much but it doesn't work. I'm supposed to go to the attendance office right now because my teacher didn't mark me down as "absent". But screw that. I don't wanna get up. i think this one of my "bad" days. Where i just don't care about anything. But oh well. Everyone has those days right???? I just want to go to Venice beach. I hope my mom will let me. I saw Yasmine toay in the morning. She's still kinda sad. I feel so bad for her. i wish i could help her.