Listening to: lullaby- The Cure(in my head)
Feeling: burned-out
Awwww man! 15 practice was so boring since Michael wasn't there.... He was at his football game. His sister told me that he told her to tell me that "He was sorry he couldn't see me." Pretty nice of him to remember me.I felt so special. *giggle* lol. I'm such a retard. I didn't see Monica today,but if she starts shit again i'll slap her around just a little so that her ugly make-up comes off. She tries to act like a "chola." LOL....Right. Like that scares me???? Anyways... on to the next topic. Mark called me yesterday and this time i actually picked up my phone.
Our Conversation
Mark: Hi. How are you?
Me: Ummmm.... fine. I just started to clean up.You?
Mark: Really bad. I miss you.
Me: Is that what you called me for?( aren't i a bitch?)
Mark: Well, yeah. Karla I love you.
Me: (thinking) holy crap..... this is not what i wanted.
Mark: Hello? Are you still there????
Me: Yeah..ummmmmm.... I have to go. I need to clean so I can go to Maryam's practice.
Mark: Do you want me to walk you over to her house?
Me: No. No. No. I'm cool... Um bye!( i hang up really fast)
Yeah.... So..... i got sooooo freaked out. i was thinking " Holy shit! I have my very own stalker!" Lol. yeah i got scared. I don't know what i'm gonna do about him. Maybe if i pretend i have a boyfriend... he'll leave me alone. You think? Or what if i go somewhere where i knw he'll be and he sees me with Michael??? God..... i am such a bitch. I need to tell him to levae me the hell alone.
Thank God it's Friday. I'm going to beach again tomorrow with Melissa and maybe even Maryam. Lol..... Maryam was acting so ghetto yesterday.There was some bonding moments with my old friend from elementary, Karell. She changed over the years(turned punk), but then again hasn't everyone? We talked about third grade and how we used to make really stupid jokes alllllll the time during class. Yeah... that was a good bonding moment. I felt like i haven't talked to her in years... Actually i hadn't. We were never really close but now, we have a connection. We should really hang out more. I can't wait until tomorrow so i could sleep in late. That's if you call waking up at 8:30 in the morning sleeping in late, because my mom wakes me up. I hate when she does that. I haven't been writing in my livejournal. Screw that.... i like this one better. Lol.... Thanks again leo! Bye!!!!
P.S.Give me hugs people!!!!! <3
*Drea*
p.s. hugs.
-Chelsea xoxox
[toxicmonkey666]
=] Nice journal, heh.
that's it man...laters
---leo