Hey watz up this is a record i have finally 3 entrys. Well yesterday was my grandmas showin and let me tell u she looked so pretty they didnt have all kinds of make up on her she looked like my grandma but just didnt speak back. My reality level on realizing she is dead isnt there yet i think she is still sleepin and she will be wakin up soon. Thats wat we told me 3 year old daughter that she is sleepin. I just cant believe she is gone i mean it has hit me a little but not all yet. All the end of tha showin it was so hard tellin her goodbye and no reply. She had almost 200 people there and it was so unbelievable how many people there was. My poor grandpa didnt eat ne thing from 3 till 8 but round 5-6 i asked him did he want some coffee and cookies i had to talk him into it but he finally said yes i love him so much. We was there from 3:30 till 8 when it was over. Today was tha funeral and it was great short ceremony though but it was really really good. I mean they made it where it wasnt all sad and they through in memories and wat reminds u of my grandma like big macs,coffee,banana pudding and her sweet sweet tea that could make tha spoon stand up I thought that was so cool how they had that in there. Well then we went and hung out at my aunt sharons grubbed and hung out wit family. Alayna which is my baby hung out wit like all her cousins it was so cool. Well i wrote now i dont if i will write ne more or wat but i will try.