Hello everyone! This diary entry is going be kinda different from my others i dont even think I have bitched in One of em but this one i have plenty of bitchin and plenty of shit that has been botherin tha hell out of me. Living in my house hold is a living hell. It was my folkz at first but honestly its not them cuz i got used to there bitchin they have been doing it for 20 years of my life bitchin at me well ok maybe 18 years of my life i doubt they bitched at me when i a little little. My problem in tha household if my sisters bf. My sister has a diary on here and i hope she doesnt get shitty at me but i have to speak my mind cuz when i try to speak it in this house it just gets ignored. My sisters bf has been on my shit list since day one i have not liked him but i learn to deal wit it for my sister so basically sucked it up for my sister but man i have had enough i am at tha point that its drivin me crazy. Like this is my hole thing Me and him have already got into a physical fight u know and well he is still here and well an incident went down a week ago and man that was tha last straw. My ex would have never thought about layin a hand on my sister nor speakin to her tha way her bf does to me and thats bullshit cuz if my ex would have my folkz would have said something but u know nothin has been said to him. I dont know if its because i am 20 years old and that i need to handle myself but i am not tryin to do it that way cuz my shit will just end up in violence and thats not how i want it to go down especailly for my sister. I believe one of my parents need to speak up and tell him he needs to be showin more respect. Another thing u will be hearin me compare to him to my ex cuz my ex lived wit us at one time. Well David(sisters bf)u have to tell him to do shit like a simple thing of pickin up his bowl u know a dog could do that but u have to tell him thats gets so damn old and now its like i will not go out of my way to pick his shit up nothin it will stay there and i will bitch about it. But i mean david has it so good here and its bullshit cuz my ex never got wat he did and shit and thats shady and no one will speak up to him besides me. But ok let me bitch bout something else cuz man i have a long ass list and i am tryin to keep it to tha minium so my sister wont get shitty. I love her so much and i hate to right this shit in here especially for tha public to see but where else can i put cant speak it so i might as well right it on here. ~K~ Next thing on saturday it will a year since my ex left me and he was my 1st love and i am still not over him and it is going to kill me on saturday. He wasnt tha greatest bf but i mean well in some wayz he was like he never would ever hit me nor ever harm my daughter he just cheated on me alot well for like 5 months of r relationship it was good and then he started but i busted him everytime. But tha way how it ended was a mess and something that makes me furious when i think about. ~K~ That was exciting to talk bout i guess i relieved some stress but so much is build inside me that i am going to keep close. Well i off here later.