Hey!! I just got a flash back from the past. Man Weezer came on and i remember listen to them in 7th grade ne one remember prodigy Smack my bitch up haha.Well on yahoo messenger they have launch music or watever and i alwayz put it on tha channel big hits of tha 90's gotta love tha 90's. Best times of my life haha...But Ne wayz my title is called stand by me well ne body no that movie the best stephen king movie well its based off this book i guess not big fan wit producers and shit like that but it has corey feldman and jerry o'connelly. Well that movie reminds me so much of that old crew i used to have we was alwayz together and we all had r part in tha gang u know. I miss that shit. I wish we all was still tight were we could all hang out together again but all of us have changed and diff stages in life...Like i had a baby by one of em he was like my fav. obsession when i was in 7th to 9th grade. I loved him so much like a brother me and him talked to so much on my balcony in my old place i loved it but u know we went r separate ways i grew up and he just doesnt admit and well for like tha other 3 i talk to them still actually best friends wit all but still we cant hang out like we used to cuz shit just changed. Oh man sinead o'connor i love this song nothing compares great ass song but i skipped off beat. I wish i could go back to tha past and shit for like a couple more months when i was 15 and party harder then i did and just enjoy life but i still wouldnt change my pregnancy i just would have waited a lil longer u know but hey my daugther saved my life. Hmm.. what else did i want to write about..Yes thats right i have been down and out for tha last couple days just feel like no one wants me round especially my parents and like they regret me and shit cuz i am not a boy nor there youngest u know so i am like trash. I dont get much comments on here but i love writin it releases some of this damn tension i have. I have started planning my daughters b-day party i hope she enjoys it..She is gettin 2 big presents a power wheel jeep and a tv. I am thinkin bout completing her collection of adam sandler dvds. I wish i could write him my daughter is like his biggest fan and only 3 haha. He got her hooked when he came out with 8 crazy nights and since then every movie he has starred in she has to have and watch over and over again. She also loves the movies he has produced like dickie roberts. I have never met a lil kid that can tell u play by play in tha movie and word for word its neat. I know she has a great memory like me. Man thats another thing she is startin to look like her father i just wish he would just u know trust me and know that i would never lie bout who her father is. I know when my daughter was concieved,what style,and time shit that tells u something...and u know my doctor was shocked too cuz my daughter was induced and i had her 12 days early from her due date and they was like well she is almost 2 weeks early that tells yea something u know that i wasnt lyin bout concieving date. I know i am blabbering on like nothing i just cant stop writing this might be tha long entry ever. Well i am off here gotta save some for later. *smooches*