hey i hate fuckin livin at my house cuz i am stuck being round and breathing tha same fuckin air my sisters bf does...errr i hate him wit a passion i have never hated ne body this much in my life. yea my sister might read this but everyone thinks i hate him cuz of r difference and him thinkin he can be a smartass to me and raise his hand to me cuz i can handle my own but a lil respect for for my parents to be like fukin dude thats my daughter i dont know who tha hell u r but fuckin get out...but my main reason lays way beyond that its all bout my sister. i am her big sister u know so i am tryin to protect her but there is more to this but i cant really get to it on here u know. ne wayz enough bout tha penis wad. I miss being 15,i miss not havin responsibilites,i miss my ex(1st love). its weird i saw him on facethejury.com and i am on there too its weird cuz they changed tha format and add tha new indpls people men or females depends on ur sex...well it shows that before u get on ur profile so i saw him i was like omg and he has a yahoo messenger...and it is so tempting to write him but i cant i dont wanna start ne drama u know cuz we left off on really bad notes i wish we wouldnt have but we did. So i guess tha tempting thing will just stay there but oh well u know something u got to deal wit but it would be cool if he hit me up haha .....1st loves suck. i hate being 20 tooo....errrrrr so miserable....later