That isn't a retorical question. I really want to know.

Maybe I should explain. You see, I have to go to play woth my chimes group in the morrow. No problem. But my mom insists on making it one. First of all, we're supposed to wear black pants. She insists it's skirts. I let go, but THAN she decided on pants.

After thirthy minutes of that mess, she aksked a lot of really just..stupid questions. And was really crabby about it.

Than if we have to have our shirts tucked in, I said no, and she snapped, asking if I had anote from the teacher saying that, I didn't, but she kept getting more and more angry, and said I do have one, and I'm just not giving it to her. *hackcough*

So, the title. HOW do I give somthing I clearly don't have?



I still have the symptoms of my old sickness: Pounding, Modem-noise headache, dizyness, tiredness, loss of awareness, incredible memory lapses, and the like. All this malarkey isn't at all helping.

And I'm going to be honest. I'm scared. I mean, I always have gotten like this when exposed to sunlight, but it was never so severe: just little headaches, mild drowsyness, slowess..and now it's all coming down at once, hard, and no matter where I am.

If I had a choice to die now, I would. I know it seems corny. I know it probiably makes me look like another angisty teen. But this is unbearable. There's like..three people that truly want me around, and my body aches as well as my mind.

No real entry; my day was boring.


Ps: My shoulder started acting up again. -.-