I am so....so...i cant even think of a word...I dont know whats wrong with me. I have been so depressed latley. It is so odd, ive never gotten this depressed this quick. My life is not too diffrent, nothing huge has happened, only one actual thing i can think of is making me this way, but i know for a fact..it isnt it...so what could it be? I am so confused. I think something bad is about to happen, but i dont know why. I have been crying so much latley, it hurts me, i hate to cry...i even...did something to myself that i think is the most dumbest thing in the world to do. I didnt even notice i was doing it until i saw blood...but why? Why me? Something is wrong, im not the same person i use to be...please, someone help me, i need something, i dont know what but i need it...i cant be this way too much longer, or ill take action.... I am sorry...i am too much trouble...i hate myself, im useless...to anyone, or to myself....i want to die....