Billy went to a competition and I do not get to see him anymore today. :'( I'ts not fair. I miss him. He seemed really reluctant to leave me this morning. I think he loves me a lot more than I can imagine. He even wants to marry me some day. He fell asleep talking to me yesterday so I told him I had to go and asked him to go to sleep so he would feel better. I hope there is a football game friday here so me and him can be together. We have become really close. Almost inseparrable. Is that a bad thing? He is my first boyfriend. Ever. He asked, "Wouldn't it be weird if you ended up marrying your first boyfriend instead of haveing one b/f after the other?" It would be nice. I fell as if I can be with him forever. I found out over the weekend that my step-dad is a sexist asshole. He says that I cannot work on cars, something I am really good at and enjoy, because I am not a boy. I have the third highest grade in the class so far. I do not think that is too bad myself, but what do I know, I am a girl.