I am tired today. I wish that my mom hadn't brought my step dad back. It is back to the old things for me. Mom talks to me like I am an idiot that is not worth her time. Well fuck them all is what I have to say. On top of that, I do not like spending time at my house though i have to live there. I am so lonely. I should have known that he would turn her against me the second he came back. I know why she took him back. She was lonely and wanted him back. Oh well. Hopefully I will not turn out like that. I came close to crying yesterday. The way mom and Tommy treated me. I wanted to die. That way I didn't have to be talked to like that. I get to go on a fieldtrip tomorrow so I will not be able to post on here. After that, I have a Halloween dance to go to. As long as I do not need to go home...I will be fine. I think I need help.