I feel sick today. I do not have a cold or anything, I'm just sick. This morning I woke up and had to run to the bathroom so as not to vomit in my floor. My nerves are getting torn up too much lately it is making me sick. I do not get sick much sick the wasy Kat said anyways. I was sick a lot when I was little. I even stopped eating for a while. I think I need help. I saw Billy yesterday. He works at McDonalds. I think he watched me til I left. I am so tired of this life. Is it worth the pain. I am not thinking of suicide. I just want to know if it is worth the pain. I am so lonely.