Listening to: Somewhere only we know-Keane
Feeling: vacant
I went to our school dance Friday with Kat Ryoko and Locke. We had so much fun! I actually danced which is new because I never thought I could before. My ex was there with his new girl friend. That's his second since we split. He didn't even dance with her. How could he when he was watching me the whole time? I swear he either still has a thing for me or he is a stalker. All my friends have asked me what I would say if he asked me back out. Here it is....."Hell no! You had your chance and you chose to pass it up. If you truly wanted to be with me, you would not have broken up with me. Even if you had 'family problems'" Which is the reason he gave. I have problems too if you haven't noticed in my entries. He makes me feel so used and worthless. All the guys I know on the Internet have said he didn't deserve me anyway. I do not feel as if that is true. I feel stupid and used. There is no way around it. Ryoko spent the night with me Saturday after we went trick or treating.It was loads of fun. I just cannot believe he watched me. Then he had enough balls to come up to me the next day at the soccer field and ask me if I had fun....what does that seem like to you guys?
If you feel bitter, tell him, you owe him nothing, and if you make him feel bad then .. yay you!
keep all your windows shut, blinds drawn, doors locked, and turn loose the dogs!
and don't forget to carry pepper spray/a tazer for next time he tries to talk to you... then post pictures of him twitching on the ground in your diary