Today is Friday. I wish I had a computer at home. Which reminds me...My stupid ass step-dad called mom and she had to go down and talk to him. Well evidently he is not coming back. Or at least I hope he won't. Mom said he had a fuckin hicky on his neck. Bastard. My Aunt Louise is sending mom a 'gift' which is probably money for a divorce. She is very rich and gives to charities and stuff. I asked my grandmother if I could come up for Christmas...She said I could come up anytime I wanted to if I was on break. All I have to do is get mum to drive me half way. At times I wish I could live up there. It would be so much easier. If I lived there, I would be around so many I love...I would forget about all the pain that has come to me while I live here in TN. But what about my friends?...