hi peeps... a friend got me into this diary and i tout it myt b a good way to let shit out. over the last 3 months ive tried 2 commit suicide 6 times. im close 2 the edge again. My life sucks. No job. No girlfriend. stuck in a city where i no nobody cuz of college. Darkness, Darkness everywhere it creeps inside of me Ive given up. My life has no meaning.... no purpose except to make every1else feel better bout themselves. all of it started bout 14 years ago cuz i was tortured in my local primary school because i lived about 2 miles from the village and considered a "townie". They made my life hell then and my willing to live snowballed. What can you say to someone who has tried on and off to commit suicide since he was 8 and bin 2 counsellor after counsellor since he was 13. Got to go help out a friend now. Bout the only true friend i made in this city. Everyone else just uses me til they get bored. talk soon