I feel in a weird kinda mood2day. ive finally come to terms with something. Im gonna die. Mayb not 2day or2moro but i will die. Not tryin to make 2 out that i tout i wuz immortal but i no i will die and im not scared anymore. i feel more alive than ever. i dont have to be afraid of anything anymore! ive strong feelings 4 this girl & "circumstances" are stoppin me from even talkin2her. say strong feelings cuz i either love her so much id give up my life4her or i h8her so much i cud kill her. and i cant afford to love her... ok. maybe a bit melodramatic. but i cant have anything to do with her!