Am I really that bad?

by deadandgone on October 29th 2004, 12:00AM

Feeling: unmotivated

What is a girl after from a fella?Is it always that the good guy never wins? Im sick of all this bull about treat her mean keep her keen. It mayb true but im not like that. Im always the perfect fuckin gentleman and im sick of always been walked over and being second place to fellas who the women know treat them like shit. Before i moved to the city i was going with sum1from ere. 5 Months. Then when i moved closer to her she remember sumthing important to tell me. "I love someone else." 2 weeks of living so near to her. i moved half way across the country to be with her and for what! I GIVE UP!!!!!!!!!!

Your Suicide.. by Konstantine
Your Name/Username
Favorite Number?
Favorite Color?
Gender?
How will you commit suicide?	You will slit your wrists
How many tries will it take?	27
When will you commit suicide?	July 23, 2037
What will your suicide note say?	This broken heart will never mend, so never shall I breathe again

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omg thats horrible... but really, dont b like the assholes who treat girls like shit. it doesnt actually make us love you more. or not for me at least
but really dont give up on people, youll find someone who will be the greatest friend you can ever imagine someday, and theyll never let you down. dont give up
xox

[csquared]

Unfortunatly it seems that the nice guy always finishes last. I am very sorry that has to be true...but girls don't admitt it but we are stupid!We never realize what we could have had....I know that is a fact of life. *sigh* Just hang in there!

[Anonymous]

here are your answers. thank you for actually seeming like you read my entries! (im having some doubts about my other 'friends' at the moment :S)
so, 1- im really not sure of what actually scares me. i used to be terrified of the dark until this summer, now i find it comforting. i htink im scared the most of growing up and becoming like my parents. no joke
2- love is totally inexplicable. it can seriously fuck you up sometimes, but not always

...(continuation)...
not always in a bad way either. but it really changes you and your life whether you like it or not. it will give you the greatest, im-so-happy-i-could-cry moments ever, and also the worst suicidal moments. love is putting everything you are into the hands of another person, and the risk can sometimes ruin you. but love is above all the most fantastic thing in the world.
3- a woodchuck would chuck a LOT of wood!
hehe
xox

As someone pointed out...girls are dumb..but not all of them, everyone has their mistakes. But hey some girls are looking for nice guys but they sometimes feel like none are ever around.

oh ya...and your e-mail?? I didn't get it. but it would be nice to talk to someone that can relate.

aaw thats fantastic, im so glad i give you hope :) cuz guess what there really is hope hehe.
so, here are my questions:
1- where are you from (meaning what country/state/province do you live in)
2- do you have any bad habits (just curious lol)
3- uuummmm what in your opinion would the perfect girl look like (blonde or brunette, tall or short etc...)
xox

hey I wrote ya and that's not your e-mail address.

you know suicide is wrong besides you should never give up its not the way because if you do you will hurt the one who was destined for you so you should not do it besides i have no bf and i dont want one who treats me like crap i want one who will treat me like a lady a "gentel man like you"

that girl is witch for acting like that. dont worry some of us galls like the so called "perfect gentleman" just give it some time. ha! time the one thing we have too much of or else we wouldn't be on this site! lol
check out my diary!