ok well my mom shut off her comp to prevent me from going on it when every one is gone mind u tht i can simply turn it on the off but w/e stupid ppl but im on my sisters lab top lol they forgot about this mwhahahaha ok so today was alright my mom didnt wanna drop me off early to skool cuz she knew id talk to me friends and im grounded even tho i have the same classes and lunch as sum of my friends she thinks im going ot not talk to them w/e dumbasss so i stsrtaed crying and tehn she finally took me early lol im not a brat i just kno how to grt my way crying is one of them lol ok so ya the whole day was good i love lunch love it LOVE IT every one is tehre and omg its just awsme after skool i had to go to flamigo rite away cuz my gma has to pick me up i cant walk hiom e with friends ne more an di had o go early cuz yesterday i spent 45 mins at skool talkin to my friends lol well i was so glad i go tto see cc and daniel and cloey so ya i was afraid i wasnt gona be able to say goodbye to cloey cuz she never come suntill later but she was there it made me happy loey and cc and danile walked me to the almost teh end of teh sid walk then cloey and cc left daniel stayed and walke dme all the way so ya tht was kool i like talkin to him even tho i only get to talk to him at lunch and to 4th hr and from 4yh hr i still liek it ah today at lunch we all went out side agin we do it every day now and i started singing mcr i cnat remeber the saing nam e but it gose like this he calls the mansion not a hous e but a tomb an d danny and mellisa started singing along lol tht was fun i love high skool i really do and i never want it ot end even tho i kno it will one day i wont think bout it i wont talk about it but ya i do find my self falling down a rabbit hole into lonely ness i hate feeling left out and its no ones fault really but my moms but she dosnet kno what it feels like i hate the feeling of being alone 29 days