so many memories left here to rot in this diary and many others its scarey how much time has passed in my life its funny cuz the guy who intoduced me to this was sum one i hated , loved , and is/was really good friends with lots of our fights r on these diaryies and i would begin to tell another one but im not gonna cuz mabe remeberuing them all is wat dooms us both to be in hate but thats just my opiniion this year ive gona threw alot 2 times ive gotten grounded about drugs ive gone threw many boy friends and its seems like now i hate them all except a couple ive been crushin on one guy since the beging of skool and i still am and ive been thinkin mabe that my fault with all teh other guys ive dated this year . but the guuy i like allloooottt gives me mixed signals and soon im gonna just burst opout and tell him scream it at him I LIKE YOU and mabe then he will get it my group of friends has grown soooo much and iev become one of teh people who people like to be around and im so happy of it . our group is becoming teh terror of teh skool the groupe people talk about but dont want to go near becuz we look scary and if those fuckers had the guts to actually talk to one of us they would find out we r all just a bunch of softies on the inside our groupe is mixed with goths, stoners, hippies , vegans, streight edge ppl , and comidians we will be known one day for every thing we r and we will all laff as if we werent the people destroying the world even tho ive disobeyed my mom deeply alot this year ive gained many privalages not that the rules really stood in my way ne way but know its nice not to have the worry of being caught when u sneek around cuz theres no need to ne more and with all of this im readdy for next year to come just so we can do sumthin like this all over agin and im planing my life and my words rite now and i know every one else is too i love every one of my FRIENDS and i would kill for ne one of them and one day im gonna take over the world and every thursday will be champange thursday and green shoes will not be aloud on tuesdays b/c weve decided its bad luck just wait