ok well since its been like forever since i wrote in here last ill try to catch every one up on my .. life -ok well good news first im in drama i do the lights for the plays we had a compiion thursday we got 3rd so tht means... WE R GOIN TO STATES fuck ya -ive made new friends but they suck -its 420 o clock lol ...sry -my dad has a gf and my mom has a bf -im planing my grandmas death -ive met a guy named brenden hes really nice and funny but theres a down side to him ill get to tht later -ive gaged my cartelage to a 10 and it dosent hurt ne more i hope to go to a six next week -roxie has a bf -my cuzins a druggie -ive lost like 7 lbs -gabriel is talking to me -keegan is the coolest guy ive ever met just b/c its the way he is now the bad stuff -desi treats maxx(her bf) like shit and every times i see it i just wanna punch her rite in the face and tell maxx itll be ok cuz she did it last nite and told him she was going to kill her self just b/c he couldnt come to the movies. and maxx calls me worried as fuck on the verg of tears which tears my heart in to b/c maxx is a great guy and he can get so much better but he loves desi to death and treats her like a priness and she barely shows ne love for him and she will talk about other guys around him like how hott they r and i hate it -brenden has a gf -when i gage my ears to a 6 its gonna hurt like hell -i cant help but think i hate every one all the time -i wasnt able to see my litttle brother and 2 little sisters for a week and when i saw them i bawled my eyes out just b/c i missed like hell and they rnt even my real sisters or brother -alek is here but i havent seen him yet -me and my dad dont get along so good ne more so ya thts all i can think of im bored outta my mind