the most interesting thing happened today at school. lisa duhnam likes cessa. thats just not right. i mean lisa duhnam. the funny thing is is that its not just some sick joke its true. that disturbs me and cessa. that means thought that lisa is bi or something. not that its a shocker 'cuz it is capa and the straight population is kinda small compared to most schools. but cessa...and she's just a baby. she's a middle schooler. high schoolers no good with middle schoolers. not that cessa would go out with lisa...ever aside from that i lost my novel. it's not on my disk or anything and that makes me so very sad. yes yesterday all i was yelling was "where the fuck is my novel!" such a sad state of affairs. i'm in so much shit. i need to write a script because it's due tomorrow and if i dont do it i'll get a lovely f. oh well. some woman wants "petite edgy" models for some photo shoot so ana maria gave her my mommy's cell and she's gonna go ballistic because some random person has her phone number. oh well. perhaps i will get paid. supposedly cessa and ana and erica are going to be modeling too so that's cool. i want to go on the europe trip so very bad but i can't afford it. my mom said that i can perhaps go to the paris trip later this year. plus it'll be warmer. i want my novel...:(