matty and chelsea and patrick and casye came and visited me today at school and that makes me so very happy. i have not seen them in such a long time, esp. casye and patrick (who are going out now :)) it's too bad that they came right when cessa was leaving becuz it would have been nice to have her there also. there were a bunch of military helicopters and planes flying all over today (the disadvantage of living in a military city- lovely san diego) and it was tres annoying. and cathrin might be going back home soon cuz her mother is freaking out about the whole war thing-not that i blame her. i would be worried if my daughter was in some foreign country that had just declared war on iraq- or any country for that matter. i still cannot find my fucking novel. *grrrrrrrrrr*. i have not written in my fod diary since it broke down awhile ago and i feel kinda bad. i've abandoned all my poor friends (not that i can't just talk to them in person). oh well. tis okay cuz i write in here. as long i have a diary.