they say this is the city, the city of angels all i see is dead wings... i must burn that cd for cj. he has been reminding me to do so for the past week (forgetfulness). poor andre armas broke both of his wrists. such sadness that it is (strangely it's quite funny). paul took cessa and i to get boba! yay-ness! i am going to start working at burlington coat factory (we're more than just great coats!). cessa's godmother is begging me to work there. they are in desparate need of people, esp. in the youth department. "oh all the queer girls work in the youth department, so you'll fit in perfectly fine, nyesha-let" so says my cessa-lynn. in two months gloria is supposed to get discharged and come and visit cessa-lynn (YAY-NESS).i have this idea in mind for a blib or something and the character's name must be petra shenko (yes like petra in valencia). i have no idea what i'm going to do yet but her name must be petra shenko. poor andrew took cookies that had efendra (speed basically) and he was fiending. sadly it was quite comical, because he did not sleep and he did not eat for two days (don't know why it lasted so long). he's quite happy that he lost 5 pounds though (like he needs to lose weight). he was obsessing about sarah. sarah's quite pritee but she's a bit insane. sweet but a little bit more of a head case, according to cessa-lynn (who met her at the mental institution...mesa vista), than i am used to. i received an excellent for my duet at festival. my mother made the biggest deal about it. "i'm going to call your grandmother" unfortunately for her, she couldn't get a hold of her because we were in the middle of nowhere up in the mountains and couldn't get a signal. friday was hell. ms begg is crazy. that is all i have to say about that situation. academic league meet against scripps ranch. i really hope that we don't lose this time. i would like to win for once. my matty-babe drives! (a white minivan) most hilarious thing seeing a little goth boy driving a white minivan while blasting nine inch nails or something. chelsea-lynn's hair is red again. its been so many colors... red, black, orange, shaved bald, puple, fuschia... tis very pritee the way that it is now though. cessa-lynn and i decided that one of these days we're going to melt together or something. our name will be mocha franesia.