Ok so it's monday night. I got shafted tonight, for football, thanks kyle. Right now I'm editing my brother's homework. I ended up going home from school today, and slept all afternoon. I've been told I'm too busy. Just because plans to do something with me have to be made a week in advance doesn't mean I'm too busy, does it? I can't wait till christmas break, I'm just gonna chill with friends as much as possible, in between work, and dance. I had a migrane last night, this is what has made me take a look at my schedule. The problem is that I seem so lazy when I'm not doing something. Like today has been the laziest day ever and it's so hard for me cause I really wanna just go and do something just to get out of my house. I have so many things that I need to sort thru, and people I have to talk to. The problem is that I don't have time. I think it's been one of my biggest downfalls lately. And even if there was more time in a day I would fill it with something. I have also noticed that I don't liek change lately either. Like I was seriously almost ready to cry on saturday night, at like 2 in the morning(you know that I'm talking about). I've put up with enough people like that and I'm not emotionally ready to do it again. I need to go away so I have nothing to think about for a while. I'll have to look into going away for spring break, if we don't get to go on our family vacation. We'll see what happens...Cya!