With Christmas rapidly approaching I ahve found myself very busy with the goings on of the holidays. It always seems as if I have somewhere to go or someone I have to do something with. I suppose it's good because I'd rather be busy but it's started to stress me out lately, which is not cool. Tomorrow is the beginning of the christmas visit parade as I fondly call it. We start with dad's family, then mom's friends, then mom's other friends, then finally the finale ending with christmas day with mom's family. It's seems that that's how life has been lately, almost as if my stress is entertainment for others. I guess that's cool. I really want to not have to work so much. 6 days in a row this week. I hope my hours get cut a little bit after christmas. I seriously need a break. I'm really hoping we get to go to florida on spring break. I honestly just need to get out of Winnipeg. Like I say I need a day off, so I stay home from school, but when I do that I feel so useless having nothing to do. Hopefully if I just get out of the city I won't think about what I should be doing if I was there. I think I have a guilt complex. I'm always feeling guilty about something. I dunno I think I need to relax. I'm super tired tho...Cya!