Ok so it's been over 2 weeks since I've updated. Um not too much happening, just the usual. Work, school, friends, that kinda stuff. My english exam is done, but I still have my chem and physics to do next week so that sucks, cause it's my two hardest. School is sucking hardcore lately. I want to be there cause I actually like classes more than seeing people lately. I know, kinda weird, but some things happened and yeah, it makes sense trust me. Ok so I had a "date" if you wanna call it that last weekend, and I have another one this weekend. It's fun, kinda awkward right now cause it was a set up deal, but I hope it gets more comfortable. Oh please let it get easier...lol. There are so many things I feel and try not to feel and try to feel my emotions have kinda numbed, until I started crying for no real good reason today. Fuck this sucks. I'm done for now...Cya.