As shitty a day it was expected to be it actually wasn't that bad. I have the best sense of closure right now, I'm actually very happy. Someone who doesn't love me for all my qualities not just some, isn't worth my time or aggrivation. As much as we're still friends, he's totally right a relationship would never work. I think in the past two weeks it hasn't been so much as I miss him but I missed 'us'. I missed using the term 'we' and 'us'. I really just miss having a boyfriend. And it was easy for him to be the one to miss cause he was my last boyfriend and we did have a lot of good times. I'll miss that the most, and maybe we'll stay friends, we're gonna try in 2006...lol. Well I'm tired and I have a new book I want to start reading so I'm done for tonight...Cya!