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this summer has been fun krazy random fun amazing sad heartbreaking dissapointing hardworking? haha summer skool fun INSANE its been..alright i guess

WARPED TOUR YESTERDAY 7.22.05 HOLY FUCK AMAZINGGGGG KRAZY FUCKING BEST EVER !!!!!!

2day is my half birthday!! yippie!!

sams summer party was friday 7.8.05 way differnt frum last year but pretty sweet if u ask me =) lexi jen n emikly are home YIPPIE !!

happy summer =) its been ok so far fucking summer skool can suck my dick but everything else is good i tnk except im really cunfused about sunmthig but its ok yupp im guna go later bitches =]

emily i stole this survey thing frum u haha have you ever.. ( ) smoked a cigarette ( ) smoked a cigar ( ) smoked anything else (x) kiss a member of the same sex ( ) crashed a friend's car ( ) stolen a car (x) been in love (x) been dumped.. not really? ( ) shoplifted ( ) been fired ( ) been in a fist fight (x)snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back ( ) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger ( ) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend ( ) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school ( ) slept with a co-worker ( ) seen someone die (x) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE/LJ friends ( ) been to Canada ( ) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane ( ) thrown up in a bar.. (x) purposely set a part of yourself on fire (x) eaten Sushi (x) been snowboarding (x) met someone BECAUSE of myspace/LJ ( ) been moshing at a concert ( ) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow angel (x) had a tea party (x) flown a kite (x) built a sand castle (x) gone puddle jumping (x) played dress up (x) jumped into a pile of leaves (x) gone sledding (x) cheated while playing a game (x) been lonely (x) fallen asleep at work/school (x) used a fake ID (x) watched the sun set ( ) felt an earthquake ( ) touched a snake (x) been tickled (x) been robbed ( ) robbed someone (x) been misunderstood ( ) pet a reindeer/goat (x) won a contest (x) ran a red light ( ) been suspended from school (x) had detention ( ) been in a car accident ( ) had braces (x) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night (x) had deja vu (x)danced in the moonlight (x) hated the way you look (x) witnessed a crime (x) questioned your heart ( ) been obsessed with post-it notes (x) squished barefoot through the mud (x) been lost (?) been to the opposite side of the country (x) swam in the ocean (x) felt like dying (x) cried yourself to sleep (x) played cops and robbers (x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers (x) sung karaoke ( ) paid for a gas with only coins (x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't (x) made prank phone calls (x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose (x) caught a snowflake on your tongue ( ) kissed in the rain (x) written a letter to Santa Claus ( ) been kissed under a mistletoe (x) watched the sun set with someone you care about (x) blown bubbles ( ) made a bonfire on the beach (x) crashed a party ( ) have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people (x) gone rollerskating/blading (x) had a wish come true ( ) worn pearls (x) jumped off a bridge (x) screamed "penis" ( ) ate dog food (x) told a complete stranger you loved them (x) sang in the shower (x) have a little black dress (x..not exactly FUKED ) fucked in a park ( ) fucked in the bathoom (x) had a dream that you married someone (x) glued your hand to something ( ) got your tongue stuck to a pole ( ) kissed a fish (x) worn the opposite sexes clothes (x) been a cheerleader (x) sat on a roof top ( ) had sex at a church (x) screamed at the top of your lungs ( ) done a one-handed cartwheel (x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours (x) stayed up all night ( ) didn't take a shower for a week (x) pick an ate an apple right off the tree (x) climbed a tree ( ) had a tree house ( ) are scared to watch scary movies alone (x) believe in ghosts ( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes (x) worn a really ugly outfit to school (x) gone streaking (x) played ding-dong-ditch (x) played chicken fight (x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on (x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger (x) broken a bone (x) been easily amused ( ) caught a fish then ate it ( ) made porn (x) caught a butterfly (x) laughed so hard you cried (x) cried so hard you laughed (x) mooned/flashed someone (x) had someone moon/flash you (x) cheated on a test (x) forgotten someone's name (x) slept naked ( ) French braided someones hair (x) gone skinny dippin in a river (x) been kicked out of your house woo-hoo im fucking bored..wow i cant believe theres like 3 days of skool left..then graduation.. 2morrow = boat trip YERS best group ever i love you girls cant wait thursday = awards shit..grad paractice friday = grad practice..6 flags then its over wow its krazy

wow its been so long wow W O W so much has happened SO MUCH S O M U C H later

i feel misplaced..cuz i shud be bak in the bahamas !! i cant even write er explain how amazing it was just wow everything was so fun n funny n krazy and wow i had the best time ever..im guna try and write stuff from the last nite.. - what wud u rate her 1-5 - being taped by those guys..up my skirt? - I KNOW WAT IM GUNA WEAR (short skirt n jaket with no skirt) ARE U REALLY?!?! haha good times getting redi - the lobster haha buffet = $207 haha - walking bak and fourth thru the hotel/casion - jewelz - they keep calling us sluts and laughing at my shoes jamie - i wana yell at them! jewels - no they will think im a baby jamie - i dont care those are my shoes ! hahaha funny times - our spot in the hallway = where the partys at - i own young buck n g unit - some 2 year old giving lexi a 2 haha - girls = i like your shoes! me = are u serious er joking ?!!?!? - PARTY IN ROOM 4127 - giving people our room keys - trying 2 hook spencer up with kim x3 !! - KIM !!!! - mike : ) - club waterlooo !! - every1 ditching club waterloo for us hahah - sittin in the lobby - OMG THE GOTTI BOYS ?!?! - taking pictures with people - haha jamie n spencer - me = omg sherry kwon !! jewlez n lexi = YEA ITS SHERRY !!! mike = yea sherry kwon me = mike u dunt kno sherry kwon !! - do you know.. - can i take a picture of you? me - why? cuz u look like our friend at home me - uhh sure ?? - hi wats your name, how old are you, where are you from, when are you leaving - ohio is for lovers - jewels = SORRY I DONT LIKE YOUR FRIEND - you know wats fun? making out in the aquarium - steve n his camera..wow delete those pix now ! - steve haha wow just steve - being found in the cave ? lol - the really big shark - tracey just falling asleep n walking away..yea he was weird - they wud never be on the beach ! - the old guy and his dog - i really need a daquari rite now - steve how long does it take u 2 pee ?! - parker was an abercrombie model totally - casion bar = closed - yea so umm im guna go 2 my room yeaa it was nice meeting u ?? hahahaha jewels u kno wat i mean - parker = see you later steve = auctually no we wunt lol - leaving parker n steve = sad - MEETING B UNIT / BRENDON N ZACH JENNINGS !!! - sittin in the lobby till 4.30 with them - metting smitty n his friend ! - b unit drinking from the fountain - MISSISSIPPI GIRLS !! haha kat got pregnant n had an abortion..DONT YOU EVER TREAT HER LIKE THAT OR I WILL STICK MY STELLITO HEAL UP YOUR ASS NOW BE NICE 2 THESE GIRLS - ahah zach running like julia - me n bunit like YOU GUYS ARE SO IN LOVE - zach n jewels being in love haha - LETS HAVE A SLUMBER !! - no where are u going..were having a slumber - meeting chris and those kids - that guy rapping - GIVE ME PROPS!! ok enternal props - are u a domer ?! - zach running like julia hahahah - pope ill with high fever - JOSH OMG JOSH DUDE JOSH ! - im with this girl she thinks shes paris hilton n shes not even that hot - NO ONE CAN HEAR ME FUCKING IN MY 4 STORY L.A. HOUSE - chyeah b unit n zach are cool cuz they are frum la hahah - omg dude my brother shops there - that guy = yea i just got bak frum fucking..i hope shes not pregnant..the best part is..i have a girlfriend back home.. me = WOW I LOVE THE BAHAMAS haha watever happens in the bahamas stays in the bahamas - letting b unit n zach in our room - hahaha there room was not even close 2 as messy as ours - zach = i use 2 be a germ-a-phobic - zach = you go 2 sleep with germs on you !! - braking a hole in the ceiling - julia peeing in her pants - b unit in bed with jamie haha wow her face was so skary wen she woke up haha - b unit pulling the covers off lexi - kicking them out of our room wow all that and i know thats not all just from the last nite..how krazy..the bahamas was the most amazing time ever i wil never furget any of it and maybe if your lucky i will write more later

samantha lexi stan and brando are over party IM LEAVING FOR BAHAMAS 2MORROW !!!!!!!!!!!

i want taco bell so bad my brother wunt take me ttaaccooo bbbeeellllll im leaving fur bahamas wit my bitches in 3 days !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love brand new forever iite so i leave fur bahamas in 8 days n im so effing exciteD!! me jamjam jewels n sexii lexii ugh its guna be KRAZY 4 days in bahamas n 3 days in florida..so hot haha ok so yea my mother is leaving 2day fur 10 days n im SO EXCITED cuz i get the house 2 myself n its guna be KRAZY !! party !! lator gators

WORST WEEK OF MY LIFE -first heartbreak -sick all week -fever -cant talk -everything reminds me of you

if a guy truly loves you then you shouldnt have to fight for him

worst week ish ever every thing is the worst i feel like shit n then i feel happy my mood changes so fucking much i think im bi polar i just wana be happy haha

worst day ever

she doesnt want to let you go shes trying hard not to let it show she knows that you dont want her, she knows that you dont care telling you how she feels? no she wouldnt dare denying to her self she ever cared about you she turns to the only thing she thinks can help her through.. her love for you just wont seem to die but if you ask her she will just deny she wonders if you know how she feels shes fallen for you head over heels she wonders how there broken heart can go on she hopes one day this feeling for you will be gone she doesnt realize your just a waste of blood the tears shes cried for you can cause a flood she knows that this wont change your feelings for her if she was prettier, would she be the one you prefer? shes dieing inside, each day she sees it more everyday she hides it but this feeling she cant ignore this is just one of her poems she wrote for you maybe this one will get her feelings through...

her eyes will drown in tears gathered from all her fears all those words that were never said thats what caused her heart to shread maybe it was all her mistakes could that by why her heart always breaks this feeling she just doesnt seem to get she wonders why she still hsnt found him yet she knew that all this wouldnt work from the start but still it keeps tearing her heart apart shes got bad luck thats how this curse was set its something she just cant seem to forget..