GOD LET ME SCREAM! The school Blocked my latest way around their internet blocker. They stopped me for about a day. But I NEED this diary. Its a theraputic tool for me. Jesus christ my life sucked toooo-day. I found all my exs stuff, So I got to tossing pictures and letters and notes and all that lovely stuff, lots o pain, not any fun. But it has to be done. Almost forgot about her to. Damn my life. My school is trying to shut down the band. I hate them too. They all must die. Anyway, I feel better now. I still wan to cry though, if I can remember how.