Im fucking flipping out over dumb trivail shit. I mean, People have worse problems than me, but like, THere is just a breaking point. This fucking stress is killing me, I need to go nuts. Tonight im going to try the ultimate cure, turning my 400 watt halfstack all the way up, screaming my ass off and rocking out. hopefully. Im just so tired of dealing with all this crap, I went to bed last night, just hoping I wouldnt wake up again. My loud ass alarm clock going off at 530 in the morning shattered that dream. I feel so fucking useless. like noone gives a shit about me, cause im not helping anyone, im just taking care of myself, I want to help people, but im so fucked up myself it isnt a big help to anyone. so yeah, fuck life. Im just so tired of it all.