You know how when you say you want to kill yourself, and you really dont, ITs just a figure of expression, An overused one, I REALLY want to die. like I was figuring out the most painless way to do it. I havent seriously considered suicide in years. I just am done. I am done with the school and thier stupid rules ,and the only break I had to look foward to? Confiscated by my ex bitch. I have no break. I hate my life, and thats all there is to it. I so seriously want to die its not even funny. well I gues it is a little funny.