A couple of people have asked me whether this story is true or fiction, so i will answer. basically kelli represents a friend of mine. she hasnt commited suicide, but she has attempted it. the story is what i think i would do if she had died from her attempts, if it talks about anything in the past then that will be true. also any references to self harm will be based on personal experience. more chapters should be coming soon. please comment. x~X~x