sitdiary is gay. im leaving.

Get your skanky ass back to lawrence! WE MISHH YOU awwwww oh and heres a picture of some loser passed out:

i had a pretty good weekend in Lawrence. Cassie came down with her friends Josh, David, Jacob, Travis, Sean, and this girl Kim and her sister. we smoked in missys room. mhm i watched Travis and David makeout. and i was extremely turned on. it was seriously the hottest fucking thing i have ever seen. oh god. Josiah is THE most attractive blonde guy i have ever seen. dear lord. at one point i threw up a couple times and then passed out. mhm that nap did me good. talked to this adorable gay guy Trevor. hes awesome. he works at like the icing or claires and he said if your his friend he'll let you steal stuff. well 'take'. mhm here some of the people i chilled with over the weekend/met: jacobjoshtravis, callie, and josiahsean yyeah ill have more soon hopefully. mhm, k

alright today i went home sick and basically to make things worse. well yyeah. this suuucccks.

the show last night was fucking amazing. ill try and post some of the pictures i took last night from jessica since theyre on her camera. my head hurts. someone must of elbowed me or somethign when they were jumping on everyone. props to the guy that lent me one of his. i fucking hate sxe more then i did before. i dont give you shit for being sxe so you dont need to give me shit for not being sxe.

i went from 0g to 7/16 i had to skip a size holyfuckingshitithurtlikeamotherfucker oh and last night was so much fucking fun. man i love flirting.

i feel bad for being mean to that new kid levi because today in Internet he wasnt being annoying he was helping me with the html shit. and i feel bad for making fun of him for his ADHD.. in biology we had to go out in the rain and find rollie pollies.

so ive spent the weekend with jessica. fun fun. jeff, jessica, kirt, angel, cole, and jcord are here. carlos called and kirt handed me the phone and was like he wants to talk to you. i almost cried. it really just hit that hes gone. he said he misses my basement and im like the next time you come down well have a get together and hes like yeah and have another round of spin the bottle and im like haha yeah for sure. and before i handed the phone to angel im like well i miss you so much and i love you and hes like i know i miss you SO much and thats when i started to almost cry. :(

so today was the first day of school even though it was only a half day. im actually happy with the classes i have and the people in it. we have a new edition to our friends group. hes name is sean. its safe to say that hes probably scene. as long as hes not rude or stuck up im fine with it. he went riding around with a whole bunch of us. we dropped him off and we went and picked up some more people and went back to kirts. "angel talk dirty to me in spanish" *angel proceeds to talk dirty to me spanish* ha good times. later on this evening me jessica bailey and kirt went to a school near by and played on the teeter-totters and it was actually really fun. you wouldnt think it would be but it was. today was actually a good day. ==================EDIT====================== me and jessica played in the rain in our towls tonight. kirt, jcord and angel stopped by also. i swear today was the best day ever.

why the fuck is everyones friend list deleted???

kirt and treet came over last night for a few hours. kirt was our look out while we smoked a bowl and then treet lit up another and not too long after that kirt was like ricks here so i bolted up the back stairs really fast and went to my room and got in my pjs. rick finally came down when i was in the bathroom taking off my makeup and all he told me was the boat was no place to play in and that someone broke a fishing pole(treet). and he told me that i tracked mud in the house. but all in all i didnt get caught. i cant wait till im ungrounded so i can go somewhere where i wont get caught. note to self: always brush your teeth after smoking. sick morning breath

alright ive watched tv for a couple days straight now and its getting boring as fuck

okay so i went over to my aunt christinas tonight. my cousin johnny came and got me. on the way back to his house, he was actually being nice to me. it was scary. and the whole time i was over their he was nice to me. hes been going to church and it has totally changed him. not that thats a bad thing though. i mean when i cussed he was like watch your mouth and i was like woah. and it was actually really hilarious to me because he was like have you heard of hawk nelson and im like yeah and hes like theyre like my favorite band right now. and here was a guy that used to listen to rap and shit. i had to keep back from laughing. and i asked him if he met his girlfriend at church and hes like yep and im like yeah thats what i thought. i met her one day and shes pretty. she seems like a nice girl. but yeah i guess im done

i picked a scab on my arm and i started bleeding so my mom cleaned it with this wipe thingy and i started screaming really loud like it was hurting me. i found it amusing.

lets recap lastnight/morning: jcord, treet, and kirt came back over around midnight, hung out for awhile, smoked, went to kirts, smoked some more, took the guys home, i couldnt go home cause people were up so i went back to kirts, i think i fell asleep and then i was awoken by someone telling me my mom was here, she was fucking worried out of her mind, went home, dad called and fucking yelled my head off(hes so fucking pissed off like you have no idea), he told me i had to start going over to his house on the weekend but i swear to god im not going to fucking do it, then my mom called and informed me i am now grounded, then i went to sleep and boy did i have a very restfull sleep. so yeah im grounded from everything; going to shows/having friends over/probably going places/etc. its pretty much bullshit cause im not fucking missing Evergreen Terrace at the end of this month. :::::::::::EDIT::::::::::::::::::::::::: okay so heres my schedule: A days English 10-Barry Foods 2-Coen Wld History-Geiss Wellness(1st sem.)-Coen Nutrition(2nd sem.)-Coen B days Spanish-Kasselman Gen. Biology-Bourque Internet-Brown VPL Algebra-Hall(VPL is code for retards that failed Algebra last year and have to take it again) fuck yeah i have Heide for Seminar tell me if we have anything

Spell out your name using bands/singers. T-Taking Back Sunday R-Receiving End Of Sirens I-Ima Robot S-Still Remains T-Time And Distance A-As I Lay Dying J-JamisonParker E-Evergreen Terrace A-Atreyu N-Norma Jean P-Posion The Well A-At All Cost C-Chariot H-Haste The Day E-Emanuel C-Chiodos O-Our Last Night 2) have you ever had a song written about you?nope 3) what songs make you cry? Brand New's The No Seatbelt Song is the closest song ive come to crying to 4) what song makes you happy? Hellogoodbye stuff. 5) what do you like to listen to before bed? i usually dont but now id have to say The Deftones' Digital Bath 6) height: 5'3. eh 7) hair color: dark brown/faded black/brown roots. i need to redye my hair. but im trying to get the color out. 8) eye color: brown 11) tattoos: none yet r i g h t n o w 12) what color pants are you wearing?: striped pj pants from old navy 13) what song are you listening to?: Deftones-Digital Bath 14) what taste is in your mouth?: um..i cant seem to taste anything 15) what's the weather like?: really fucking hot 17) are you talking online: of course 18) have a bad habit?: chewing on pen caps and other various objects 19) get along with your parents?: the relationship is very bipolar f a v o r i t e s 20) tv show: king of the hill, family guy, weeds, the L word, queer as folk, six feet under. 21) conditioner: huh? 22) book: i dont usually read 23) restaurant: um fast food ill go with Runza but fancy ill go with the olive garden 24) food: anything good i guess 25) thing to do on the weekend: usually hang out with friends. and going to shows. 26) Male singer: alot of dudes from bands 27) Female Singer: that chick from OTEP l a s t 28) Person you Hugged: i have no fucking idea 29) Person you talked to in person: god my mom 30) Thing you drank: diet coke i think 31) Person who imed you: some girl i dont even fucking know 32) Person you imed: Jessica 33) Person who called you: my dad? 34) Person you called: Ryan from Small Towns Burn A Little Slower...i wish i could say it was to talk to him but dennis prank phone called him. he was like dont you remember me from high school and some other shit. and ryan gave the phone to tommy and he was getting pissed off and he was like FUCK YOU and hung up the phone. i feel really really bad for doing that to them ha. r a n d o m 35) do you have a job: unemployed 36) your cd player has in it right now: The Deftones' White Pony 37) if you were a crayon what color would you be?: something gay 38) what makes you happy: my friends, going to shows, listening to music, when someones flirting with me? 39) what's the next cd you're gonna get: i need to get alot of shit. evergreen terrace, the bled, panic at the disco, haste the day, still remains, poison the well

i got my stitches removed today. went to lawrence with my mom to do more shopping. yeah so we're in old navy and i drap my bag over one of the sign thingys so i could try this jacket thingy on. well say 10minutes or so later we go to check out and im like OH MY GOD MY BAG! so i go back and it wasnt there. so i checked the dressing room figuring maybe i took it with me when i tried on a pair of pants. nothing. so i fucking look around the whole store and people that worked there helped me look for it too. nothing. SOME DUMB FUCKER STOLE MY EMANULE BAG AND IT FUCKING HAD MY DIGITAL CAMERA IN IT. i was so pissed/upset. i cried. oh and by the way feel free to steal anything you want from old navy in Lawrence because they fucking dont have security cameras. fucking bullshit. we called the police and we filed a report and shit. but my bag isnt going to turn up. theres no way. so im going to have to reorder that bag and buy a new camera. i already had to rebuy my makeup. it really sucks. but the way i see it is i didnt have like any ID or anything like that in there so thats good. and i didnt have any money in it either. thank god im poor and i that i dont carry a wallet. im just really glad i have all the pictures that were on my camera downloaded onto the computer. all the pictures from haste the day/still remains and fear before are still on that camera. also some pictures of me. by the way i searched for my camera that my dad bought me. it costs $349. how im going to replace it i have no idea.

i had a dream that me and some of my friends were running around trying to find a place to smoke. yeah..um..well nothing really worth talking about..missy, kirt, and bailey came over yesterday and we hung out and watched movies...yeah thats it.

two nights in a row.

i think im getting trashed tonight