did air duster again last night with missy and josh m. but josh later left to go get high and drink. that stupid fucker. anyways missy scared the fucking shit out of us. she blacked out and her eyes were rolling in the back of her head and she was breathing really hard. then she just stopped breathing. so i gave her mouth to mouth and then she was okay. it was the by far the worst thing i have ever exprienced. but im still taking hits but im trying to stop. ah.