is it just me or do i look like a fucking boy in that picture. damnit. okay so i went to lawrence with the mom yesterday and i got two camis or whatever they are called. i got a black one and light blue one. and a black hoodie. oh yeah and a black push up bra. its nice. only its super padded but hey i need all the help i can get so yeah. i really wasnt in the mood to shop around and shit so i was glad to get home. and today im suppose to go to my consultation with the orthodonist or whatever. its 3:30 in the morning so lets see if i actually get up and go to it or not. :::::::::::::::::::::EDIT:::::::::::::::::::::::::::: went to my consultation and i had to take my gauges and my lip ring out and im like are you fucking serious thats gay. so i wasnt too happy afterwards and i think the lady could probably tell but it didnt help that my mom actually told her and im like ugh you idiot she doesnt need to know that. well my surgery is august 5 and its so gay i cant eat or drink ANYTHING 6 hours before surgery and i cant wear mascara, eyeliner, fondation etc. im like OOOHHH MY FUCKING GOD IM GONNA DIE. im gonna enjoy looking like complete fucking shit. afterwards i went to walmart where i used this deodorant that smelled like peaches so i got it. then i used some hair products then put them back. i saw this fucking adorable blonde boy that was my age or so. so i called jessica to tell her about him. i stalked him a bit and i also stalked this one guy that was probably in his 20s and he reminded me of Schuylar of He is Legend cause of the beard and all. he ended up meeting up with the boy and his parents so im guessing it was probably his bro. i saw lauren reed and im like duuuude when are we gonna get CRUNK. so i told her to hit me up sometime. i also saw a guy wearing a comeback kid shirt so im like hm pretty cool pretty cool. :::::::::::::::::::::::EDIT::::::::::::::::::::::::::: mom took me back out to walmart because she loves me. even tho she slapped me today so i slapped her back and then we yelled at eachother some. but anyways i wanted some coloring books so i could color :) so i got a my little pony coloring book and these carebare thing. it came with markers and caryons and its like these sheets of pictures i can color :)