Omg i am HAPPY yes i said happy... its like been happening for three days now i think. There is this guy and he is all i ever think about i never knew that someone like him could be out there and someone my age even... He is everything i have dreamed of having in a man.. he is caring, sweet, funny and even tho he gets tired and falls asleep on me its all good because i cant get him out of my mind for two seconds anymore its like what the hell was wrong with my life.. or i ask myself if this is normal .. is this a feelign i actually had and i never let it out... well i got to go for now... Im missing you and you know who you are =)