Senior prom was really fun. vanessa actucally danced. haha.. my date didnt know how too. lol. but i had alot of fun. " breaking out my 3 dance moves" hahahaha.. the sad thing was it my last prom!.. but i happy about that because i dont have to spend anymore money on dresses i wear for one night. lol but myspace has pictures.. just go to: www.myspace.com/britthouston Cya

As childhood friends, we grew up together, Swearing to be friends forever and ever. Sometimes we would argue and fight, Other times we would laugh and stay up all night. We went from playing with games and toys, To talking and dreaming about different boys. My thoughts and feelings, to you I would confide, Never having anything to hide. Friends we do remain, Things changing, and things staying the same. To each other we still listen and share, About each other, we will always care. Vanessa.. i know this poem is a little cheesy! lol.. but UR MY BESTEST friend!!! and i love you no matter how many fights we get in or whatever. Thanks for always being there for me.

Okay.. first off mexico was a blast! okay saturday we got there..and all we did was eat and lay out. then went to "senor frogs" and got dinner. i had this "valcano" drink it had rum and every hard liquor you could think of. lol. good. then we just went to the hotel and went to bed. Sunday didnt do much.. we just started planning everything for the week. Monday.. we layed out.. at ASWEOME hotel.. (ill have pics on my myspace). then we went on a ship..with like 250 people or more..who all got wasted by the time night fall hit. too bad we didnt stay long because my mom got sea sick. so we left. Tuesday we all went 4wheele riding up the mountains and it was so pretty to see everything. BUT i fell off my 4wheeler and got brusied and everything esle on my legs. other than that it was really fun. wed. shopping. ALL AROUND.. mexico was a blast!

I got the reality check..about 2 days ago..about graduation. and almost started balling my eyes out because seriously ive gotta bust my ass these last two months. me,vanessa,andy...have been i think the most stressed weve ever been. i mean i would be crying over a grade...or if i didnt get anything in...something so small..could turn so dramatic to you..but to other people...its like...nothing?!..the thing i learned through all of this is...that once you think you can start slacking off..there gose...everything. it sucks. My mom thinks that i shouldnt stress about any of this...but she can. thats bull. lol. i have too. lol. but im trying...

so...thrusday during goverment i wrote this note to brandon(the one i work with)...and explaing to him...how i felt for him. and i was like... take your time on responding to me..basically...and im so afraid that like he will tell me or call or write...like a disppointing thing..lol..im so scared...but i mean least i got the feelings out. to him instead of keeping them inside. like i did...but all i want to know is his repsonse on this so bad...lol...watch it will be nothing. lol. OKAY..but tomrrow me and vanessa are going prom dress shopping..that should be fun. OH DEAR GOD...I WANT TO KNOW HIS FUCKING REPSONSE! lol.. its killing me. damn it. well im gonna go...okay....... Vanessa...thanks for everything tonight. thanks for being there with me when i gave him that note. lol...PROM DRESS SHOPPING!!! woo!!!

well me and brandon are working things out.. which is good. im gald. Im staying with megan tonight. fun times. Rob..im sorry i thought you had the job at subway? lol. you told me on the phone...lol Vanessa...i love you girl! Im Random!

Well im thinking about just breaking up with brandon because i mean he isnt getting the fact that ITS MY FUCKING SENIOR YEAR and IM GRADUATING in the 3 MONTHS and that ITS THE MOST STRESSFUL YEAR OF ALL because I HAVE TO GET EVERYTHING DONE. like i balled my eyes out on the phone with him. then i ended up calling vanessa.. i swear she is the best advice giver..lol... anyways.. so this morning i get to school and brandon just keeps going on and on with how i never get to spend time with him...and that in the next couple of weeks he wount be able to see me and thats his exsuse. for wanting me to spend time with him. what the fuck ever. all i want is to get through high school..and graduate and move on. i want a guy who knows what im going through....and UNDERSTAND ME. Yah so i called rob..because i needed some funny sence of humor. and it worked. and im gald he got his job back at subway. lol. Vanessa and andy thanks for that group hug! lol. i needed it the morning. you guys are wounderful. Anyways... i think its time for me to be single again. (( haha ))

Random conversations are the best. i feel like shit. i want to go back to bed. okay well time for school. lol.

Okay 3 months left and im done with high school.. no more waking up early, no more making sure im getting to school on time. no more everything. i mean if i just sit here and think about it theres a lot that is going to change. which is going suck. no more running late night runs with vanessa to arbys or no more " hey you want to go tanning?" or hey lets run to sonic and sit there for 50 years and talk about our love lifes or anything random. im gonna miss that girl. THANK GOD SHE ISNT MOVING THAT FAR! lol.. 45mins is okay with me. lol. Well me and my mom were talking about "money" and she said i should have enough saved up because now that i have my car paid off.. im going to be getting all of my social seurity checks...so yeah for that. Im hoping me and megan can actucally look at apartments. (( Haha )) yeah...and this time it should work out... because im *hoping* i can work full time at schuncks..or at least try to get more hours. because if im trying to a new apartment and everything...yesh. who knows...

♥ Umm....... is life good ♥

So ALOT happened this weekend.. um me and megan no apartment. and like right when we go to take my name off the lease. they rip my applacation to the apartment right in front of me. yeah i balled my fucking eyes out. andy that big brother of mine like helped me get through it. what a nice man! lol. so me and andy have gotten close this year like brother and sister. its unreal we both stick up....well he mostly sticks up for me. lol. im a wimp! lol. him and vanessa have helped me through so much i cant even began to explain. ♥ thanks guys! Im exited about may--june ish.. lol im moving out and me and megan are wanting to plan a road trip. lol... im AMAZED by brandon. lol. yeah so..me and vanessa had a convo. which talking about "controlling" guys. and im gald she can relate to that because she has been through a guy like that. intresting convo. Graduation is getting here sooner than i think.. extied. but homework comes first. and im working my butt off. or at least trying too. Okay movie time... Later----

Okay so my senior year is going by really fast.. like 10 weeks? wow. because last few weeks are just trying to everything together.. and stuff. but im ready to get out of high school and start college... Okay Megan just found out she can move out anytime she wants..so today im going to get an applacation for our so called apartment. im so exited. i cant wait because i'll be living at least 15mins or less away from home and still going to college in evansville and still working at schuncks. lol. i dont think i could ever quit that place. haha.. sadd... oh well i love the people that i work with. OKAY ENOUGH ABOUT MY JOB. LOL. So im getting a new dog when i move out its going to be a min. yorkie!!! im in love with those dogs! its gonna be a girl and named allie. aww! just thinking about its cute! lol. well...ive gotta go.. but im sure i'll have more about my life later. haha....

My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She could see from my face that I was, Fucking high, And I don't think that I'll see her again, But we shared a moment that will last till the end. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw you face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. There must be an angel with a smile on her face, When she thought up that I should be with you. But it's time to face the truth, I will never be with you.

Yah so.. ive got a boyfriend now. and im gald about it. xoxo- vanessa and andy are like my double daters lol. im bored. okay im done writting im on my phone with my man. 8ter- ps. vanessa firday we WILL GET OUR BOYFRIENDS TO SEE THAT MOVIE AND WE WILL WEAR SKIRTS! LOL.

me write this entry... for odd as reason! lol... anyways... since i havent got a clue to write about... Umm... Yah... haha.. okay im done. Vanessa.. i love you!! KEITH URBAN TONIGHT! OH NO! :)

Mall..chocolate milk....brandons party....laughing at nothing at all...WAS THE BEST NIGHT! with my best friend! lol Love ya vanessa!

okay so i wrote this one entry on myspace thing about how me and my dad dont get along...and then my read it.. and then just today she asked me.. "why do you think your life is horriable?" and im like..umm what??.. i dont know what your talking about.. and she starts explaing that entry i wrote on how me and dad.. and all and im sorry but in that entry i didnt say one word about my life being horriable and all i put is that " its horriable that me and my dad dont get along." i didnt say anything about.. my life.. and then another thing she is like flpping out because she thinks that im going to be failing college.. and (YES I KNOW THIS!) but she was like.. if you get a "D" their gonna kick you out. and all of this stuff. and was woundering why i have pictures of me being wasted on the internet.. OKAY?? I ONLY HAVE ONE AND I HAVE A HANGOVER!?! idk... but whatever... just yah. okay well ive gotta get ready for work.. ps. Monday-- cant wait! lol :) thanks vanessa for coming with me tomrrow!!! :)

well i got a letter from IVY TECH college and they Accepted me!!.. im exited!!... im going there for nursing.. its a 2 year school.. so it will be fun!. and what i'll prolly do is.. go there during the day and maybe..go work and take classes out at deconess womens hospital. but thought id write this! okay im gonna go.. I CANT WAIT TILL GRADUATION!

Its my birthday! i turned 18!!! leave me birthday comments!!! you kno you want too!! lol..

Okay.. so today my mom tells me that my sister wants me to move in with her. and my sister lives in louieville. so im gonna do it its after school gets out.. im wating until july.. though.. because it will be closer to school for college and stuff. so yeah im exited. though i will be paying half the rent. oh well im still moving away. lol. to a city and starting new. i guess i should say. im soo exitied. but i'll keep updating and yeah. but thought id write this one! okay ttyl. ps. VANESSA UR MY BEST FRIEND! KEITH URBAN IS ONLY 3 MONTHS AWAY!! BE EXITED!! lol..