Listening to: Marilyn Manson
Feeling: twitterpated
Cutting info
1. How old are you? 14
2. How old were you when you started cutting? 14
3. So that would be how many years? few months
4. What did you use the first time you cut? safty pin.
5. Was there any specific event that caused you to cut for the first time? i saw someone i once loved try to do it but i stopped them
6. Have people seen your cuts/scars? yes
7. Do they say anything, or ask you about them? some do
8. Do you try to hide your marks from people? yes
9. Do people you know get mad/upset when they see your scars or cuts? most people.
10. What different tools do you use?anything sharp
11. What areas on the body do you mutilate? wrists and arm
12. Do you do any other self mutilation? no
13. How many scars do you have? 4 scars one shaped as a heart on my wrist
14. Do you regret starting cutting? yes
15. Do you intend on quitting? yes i dont cut anymore.
16. Are people trying to make you stop? ya they were but i already stopped
17. When is the last time you cut? i dont remember
18. Do you have designs? yes a heart once...
19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? thats twisted
20. Do you have any pre- or post-cutting rituals? i write poems after
21. Do you put on any certain music when you cut? marilyn manson, afi
22. How do you feel after cutting? hurt
23. Does cutting really help you? no
24. Have you ever contemplated a suicice involving cutting, or slitting? yes
25. Are you receiving help for cutting? no
26. Do you like the blood? yes
27. Do you take special care of the cuts to avoid infection? no they dont get infected
This or That
30. Razorblades/Glass: razor blades
31. Blood/Pain: both
32. Scars/Cuts: cuts
33. One deep slice/Lots of minor scratches: one deep slice.
34. Arms/Legs: arms
35. Stomach/Chest: stomach
36. Pins/Tacks: pins
37. Hide them/Show them off: hide them
38. Suicide/No suicide: im leaving that blank.
...Love Hates... and hurts.
but thats All something in my past now.
...loves...