Cutting info

Listening to: Marilyn Manson
Feeling: twitterpated
Cutting info 1. How old are you? 14 2. How old were you when you started cutting? 14 3. So that would be how many years? few months 4. What did you use the first time you cut? safty pin. 5. Was there any specific event that caused you to cut for the first time? i saw someone i once loved try to do it but i stopped them 6. Have people seen your cuts/scars? yes 7. Do they say anything, or ask you about them? some do 8. Do you try to hide your marks from people? yes 9. Do people you know get mad/upset when they see your scars or cuts? most people. 10. What different tools do you use?anything sharp 11. What areas on the body do you mutilate? wrists and arm 12. Do you do any other self mutilation? no 13. How many scars do you have? 4 scars one shaped as a heart on my wrist 14. Do you regret starting cutting? yes 15. Do you intend on quitting? yes i dont cut anymore. 16. Are people trying to make you stop? ya they were but i already stopped 17. When is the last time you cut? i dont remember 18. Do you have designs? yes a heart once... 19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? thats twisted 20. Do you have any pre- or post-cutting rituals? i write poems after 21. Do you put on any certain music when you cut? marilyn manson, afi 22. How do you feel after cutting? hurt 23. Does cutting really help you? no 24. Have you ever contemplated a suicice involving cutting, or slitting? yes 25. Are you receiving help for cutting? no 26. Do you like the blood? yes 27. Do you take special care of the cuts to avoid infection? no they dont get infected This or That 30. Razorblades/Glass: razor blades 31. Blood/Pain: both 32. Scars/Cuts: cuts 33. One deep slice/Lots of minor scratches: one deep slice. 34. Arms/Legs: arms 35. Stomach/Chest: stomach 36. Pins/Tacks: pins 37. Hide them/Show them off: hide them 38. Suicide/No suicide: im leaving that blank. ...Love Hates... and hurts. but thats All something in my past now.
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I think thats horrible. I hope you've stopped since then. So many people are getting into that now, and I think it's very depressing. I did it once, and then realized it hurts others more than it actually helped me. I'm sure you're beautiful, and to mutilate your beauty on your own is horrible. Just thought I'd comment, cuz this is the millionth time I've seen this survey now. haha.
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"19. Have you ever had cutting parties with fellow cutters? thats twisted" lmao ... isn't it though ... but yeah much pain brings means for many escapes, i know how it goes. Love seems to be the cause of the greatest feelings and the worst. Odd that something seemingly so innocent can have a devistating effect. But yeah, it just sucks ...
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