im in the middle of my class right now but i don*t feel lyke doing my work so im gonna write an entry cuz i havent in a while and i have lotz of stuff on my mind and the teacher wont let us talk so i have nothing better to do... so much has happened since my last entry... Jess mite come home with me today cuz we need 2 buy -H-I-M- tickets!!!!! =) im so exited!!!MAY 8th!!! its gonna rock! i hope i dont get grounded haha that would suck lol ne way this hasnt been a good week at all or a good year... i keep losing friends becuz of all the stupid mistakes i make and i always fuck everything up... i keep letting people down =( No matter how much i say sorry no one really ever forgives me... its never the same i wish that i could just go back to the beginning of this year and just change everything. I feel lyke i have no one to talk to or maybe i do but they wouldnt understand... I miss you... so fucking much Can you forgive me again, i dont know what i said but i never meant to hurt you... -Evanescence