ah today sucked ass...and i have a headache it hurts really bad =( i hate headaches...i hope im not getting sick ah i cant miss anymore school or im screwed. =( I just got home from a parent/teacher conference about my ditching and grades which was really bad cuz im in danger of failing practically all my classes and i already have to do summer school blah. But it was ok cuz all of the sudden out of no where one of my teachers recomended me to go to a art school where i can get into music and stuff which is really cool cuz im into all that. So my goal is to graduate highschool with a C average so i can get in the art school...that shouldnt be that hard right?... it*s kinda scary thinking about it though..cuz what if i dont and im a drop out then im just another fuck up who thinks that they will become famous one day...pishh..i dont know. i guess im gonna go now cuz my head really hurts and i need to lay down and call back jess. :::LiNdSaY::: EDIT 6:30pm right now im on the phone with chris- haha i just moaned((cuz i feel sick))and chris thought i was having an orgasim lol:-) hmm maybe that will make me feel better... ^that would be Chris*s advice^ lol.. hmm maybe?... EDIT 6:46pm ...wOw it wOrKeD! =) HmMmMmmMmmMm somehow manson got on my AFI mix CD.. i was listening to Silver and Cold and all of the sudden... "babble babbe bitch bitch rebel rebel party party sex sex sex and dont forget the violence "...and so on. haha how fucking random.