ah i dunno..? You wouldnt understand if i told you. actually there mite be one person who mite understand...but i keep running away from him cuz i know wut will happen if i dont... why would i spill my life and my thoughts on here so anyone who wanted to could read them? it really doesnt make sense anymore to me. wow this song decribes exactly how im feeling right now. I have SO MUCH to say but i dont feel lyke saying it now...i*ll post it later.