Everything i do seems to be wrong latly. I try to smile when Im feeling my worst but it only seems to make things harder on me. I feel lyke somethings missing... Lyke ive lost apart of myself. What i want most is love. to me love is someone who can make you cry tears of joy because you cant belive that you've finally found them but at the same time your so afraid of losing them. Love is the most beautiful thing in the world and so hard to find. If you have found love then dont let it go it may never come around again. I thought i found love once but i let go of it... i always think im inlove but then i go and do something stupid and fuck everything up... I have never said "i love you " to someone and not meant it... which means that i've been inlove soo many times.. maybe i only thought that it was love cuz one of us always ends up getting hurt.. i guess you cant have love with out the pain becuz to love someone gives them the power to hurt you. I remember watching romance movies and when ever someone falls inlove in the movies something bad always happens lyke one of them die. I guess that makes the movie more interesting but i can honestly say that ive never seen a movie where two people who are inlove live a happy life through out the entire movie. Theres always gonna be something bad that happens thats just life i guess. It sucks that it has to be that way though. If only life was a fairy-tale.