ok.. julio called today... we meet online if you dont know... i havent talked to him in like a month but im happy he called...wow,im totally lost...i dont know myself anymore it seem like im alwas depressed one day in happy the rest of the week im down and dont talk to anyone... im just lose my self i dont know who i am... my ill git over it... well im kinda happy sckewl gits out tomorrow...so all the drama well go away im so sick of friends or wut ever they are....i mean sum time we are the best of friends and then we are not talkin to each other becuz of sum then stupid...it seeem like amber and angel dont want me to hang out with them now i mean we still chill but ot like we use to...i wrote angel a note tellin her how i feel and she didnt even write about anything i said like ever thing i tell her she reads it and drops it like its nuthin....i guess thats just how she feels about me and i never tell amber any thing becuz she well git mad and throw a bitch fit.... SO FUCK THEM,FUCK THEM ALL....IF THEY LOVE ME THEY UNDERSTAND,AND IF NOT THEN THEY CAN DIE AND ROT.... my life sux again,and you lovve it, danielle