so again i wonder why i havent found that perfect guy,,is he reall...they always say he is...but why cant i find him....he is lost..in my dreams. why do i like getting messed up..its not fun..i guess for something to do.. i wonder if wut we live on other ppl do that we cant see..you know..but they cant see us..so we are all living together..we just dont know it.. why dont i like slipknot as much as i use to...even though i still love them and i always will..i dont feel wut i use to...but im a true maggot... everyday i wonder if i should change...for ppl but then i think fuck them... but why does everyone want soemone to love...wut is love... life is full of ? so why cant we find the answer...when its right in are face...we are all stupid..but we dont know it...why are we here if we dont know anything.. i have little time to find the answer.... but so much time to ask ? -that one weird chick..