ok.. me and shara just had a big convo about the past...about my dad and how i hated him becuz his x made me say that my brother had sex with me or she would kill me....and how i thought dad knew and i never wanted to see him...i found out that my uncle(dads bro)knows that im not a liar and it was the xes fult so i guess that is good......he said that i never wanted to stay at dad on my own and it was gingers fult that i didnt...so maybe shara well tell dad about i feel becuz i cant yew know...i cant talk to him about it....so yeah my life has been a lot better with ginger out of it...and i found out dad doesnt know anything about me he thinks im quit and not talkaive....witch im outgoing and i talk alot...i told shara that i have gave four blow jobs..lol....she was like no way yewr lieing.lol...it was funny!i wish my dad knew who i was i feel like he has no clue...i think im goin to take him out so we can talk about how my life is and all the stuff that ive been though that he doesnt know about......yew guys dont know half the stuff ive been though.... charter 2(of entry) SHAWN i called shawn yesterday and he said he really misses me and he wants me to come home..he told me he cryed over the week end becuz he thinks he is stupid for breakin up with me..i told him we need sum time alone...we are datin now i guess....but chris and me are still together...i have not talked to him in like for ever so im guessing its over....i didnt think sawn was really in to me...until last night... i really love him and i want to be with him alot....but sumthin telling me not to git caught up with him...i just dont know wut to do... byebye... im good,and yew know sumthin will fuck up.. danielle